i am an instance of the universe. a short fall of attributes left me believing i was human. unfettered awareness. i am an instance of myself, circular with infinite angles: to know and not know all of them, sadness & joy. myself, instantiated, in this form [so fragile, waiting to break open that greatness might spill out] , must exist. i've cast my lot with life, because the universe is, i am, in love with life. As in love, I will hurl comets and asteroids at life. stability is the purview of death: insulated in the wealth of space. i am the universe crying for its love, unable to recognize myself because of a short fall of attributes, i did not always believe i was human.