i’ve a friend of some years who cries into pillows when no one is looking and wishes for an escape route out of the fire of burning tobacco fields. a good and decent person, she cleans and does laundry and loves like a mountain watching its valley as she prepares simple fare. she wants for a respectable existence but never asks for a thing: a prideful derelict of a forgotten age, her Tristan waits for her in the back yard. one day, she will have a good universe; understanding her desire for symmetry and her need to stand independently. All the stars will be her dogs