Rage #4

i often wonder
if i am too filed with rage
in and out
a pulsing energy
i wonder
sometimes
where it comes from
and all the answers
elude me
as though i were clever
but they were more so
heart pounding
shattering and shaking
earth quakes
and volcanoes
until it super novas
judged
without seeing
creation
I wonder if it isn’t the worst
to be filled with rage
i suspect that
is what powers stars