operational specifics
I was a PLAN,
“God’s PLAN,”
they said.
Poetry
Come Outside
Come outside for coffees so gentil they could be tea forgotten overnight. There are no whores here … gone with the sunrise. Just the fall holding hands with another Sunday … “Clouds are just water” he said under his breath. Oh, Ignorance, what soft comfort. “And cigarettes are just clocks.” Our time here is running … Read moreCome Outside
the dying world
you want a story, with a happy end There are no happy ends, but i’ve got pills to get you right. It’s not a happy end, the pills don’t care. Really – the pills Do Not Care. I know because I’m sad because the world is dying, and they give me pills – the same … Read morethe dying world
Cass N’ Boots
these pointless flash floods from heaven, oh, Cassie, i wish you weren’t gone, i’d take it all back if I could, just to know I ain’t done you no wrong. and still by your eyes I’m smitten, I swoon for your glance ever more, i’d take it all back if I could, just to see … Read moreCass N’ Boots
Horse Trader
I once knew a man who said he loved his daughter. He told me of a colt for her, its mother Mare, he slaughtered. I asked him if he saw the Irony, an orphaned colt for his daughter. He swore there was no Irony: it was only his job to slaughter. “An animal is nothing … Read moreHorse Trader
Do Anything
i’ll cum in her ass because she’ll do anything for me, she says. a predictable test, dull. and the thudding of my heart is numbed so that it feels like touching someone else’s heart. i didn’t even bother slapping her. as I undressed her, she warned me that she had to go to work. she … Read moreDo Anything
Untitled #245
the wine helps the writing; too many insecurities waiting in the wings for therapy to do any good. the reefer keeps you honest; the poet tends to exaggerate what does and does not love make. too many ways to get it all wrong, not enough to get it right… time was never the enemy we … Read moreUntitled #245
Cat poems #3
left handed cuddling crashes satellites, moons coming down dear universe, how I wish upon a star i wish i would i wish i might wishes are for assholes. like broken hearts are for assholes. [zappa, frank] (i’m just disappointed, is all) Leonard worries about me. he interferes with the poetry… less chastising as focus on … Read moreCat poems #3
Clean Sheets
i’m going to bed without a fitted sheet. i imagine you going to bed in clean sheets. trying to shape the dreams before I fall asleep, i imagine you going to bed in clean sheets. i’m living in filth, wear my house shoes outside. i imagine you going to bed in clean sheets. i prayed … Read moreClean Sheets
trauma poems
That moment of peace, after the fear, and the noise: it is enviable. Always twitching, no rest listen for fear: the pinnacle of senses the relief, relaxation, arms unable to rise: prison freedom.