screaming at low volumes
I’ve decided: I want my politics like my lovers. it blanks in and out. just a second ago, there was gallons of it all over the carpet. They should let me know. Most mornings I can barely keep it down. I think something inside died. Whisper whatever you want, just so long as I know … Read moreconfusion and derailings
she’ll be 70 this year: in concrete and arithmetic. we need a porch, some metal for the roof [hail storms that could kill] garden is 4 years in the wings; i’m not on good time – 9 months until Dec. but something’ll feed the ducks this winter – something always does. How do you get … Read moreDavis
Demand injustice, ask for war. Reject your suitors, masturbate. cry that the sun has risen, rejoice in NORAD, blinking lights and dreams hidden under mountains. cave men.
well you know what? I’m fucking tired – you with guns and women and all the coke to keep me awake for 100 years; fuck you – I’m too tired tonight to battle the wisdom of Ape men investing in brawn and muscle long after John Henry has died. No, tonight I will watch out … Read morehope
why do i wake up with tears streaming down my hot cheeks, mouth parched as 100 deserts drying out over a millennium?
did you see How on that round a glow emerged just before the body fell? I didn’t think it important at the time.
is it true, that at this morning hour the wives all go to sleep and the children crying pause while their fathers slip into silk? is it true, that when I leave my body you will be there to wrap me in the soft tears of grief before sending me across the water? there are … Read moreuntitled #312
dangle, with a shame so shallow it redeems a broken soul, lost; if only for the intensity of the statement, stark white against a backdrop of a life lived in black. dream, to an arched nose so delicate, it perches on endangerment; An orchid in the midst of humans radiating my dream back to me.
life saver, save a life -do your damn job.are you deaf to my pleas?obviously not,because you are here.challenge my heart;is that your spiel?fair enough, after my …soiled indiscretions,i suppose it’s understandable -though not to me: not now.You see, that was a life lineI was calling out for,and while I appreciate allthat you have been able … Read morefeel like a glass of wine?
got onto an airplane to go away i thought I might be alive but the dreams came and went and found the same there, as it is everywhere. i lit a candle on the plane to stave the evil spirits off – but we all faked love for the sake of convenience ;;; CONTRADICTIONS ;;; … Read moreMonday; Vacation