screaming at low volumes
oh, universe, what have you burdened us with? i’ve an ego i can’t shake; i am what i hate: stupidity, hubris, decline; i’ve the confidence of invaders invading the sublime, and the will of empires… I’ve an EGO that demands dominion contrition submission but never – no never a bout of self-reflection: What Revolution can … Read moreA Freed Ego
i’m making coffee, the laundry spins loudly, the dishwasher purrs. A man I don’t know has a tube shoved down his throat to stop him from dying. I complain at the disarray that clutters my apartment left over from last night’s gathering. the man wants to die but has no means so starvation is the … Read moreGitmo Hunger Strikers
its time to celebrate celebrating, the closing of a year, the shedding of a tear for i’ve reflected and the mirror was dirty, this is the year we all turned thirty. There’s a den of Snow in the cold hearts of men where kindness and decency should have been: listen less you listless thieves of … Read moredec 31, 2014
suck on painted nails, flick beer off the end, just the index finger, long and dangerous till it points right at me: she says she knows me and the fear begins to dance around a fire set at the beginning of the universe that rests in the center of being. she’s dripping into my memories, … Read moreKennst du mich noch?
do you see the hunger for your flesh? do you feel the desire that radiates from my being? why do we play such games? it, too often, feels like dogs rolling over, if there is a treat involved.
I’ve got a slow drawl for a love sprawled draped across beds spread across drapes it’s not a neck without a nape: the nightmares have come again, you see, we’ve all got our sins. picked up in back alley… relationship bins – the kind we roll down hills as kids, the kind that let sparks … Read moreScene B
is it odd to desire the displeasure of our youth? I wish I could see you again, 14, expression-full, in love with creation; What commandments of Genius! I have wondered if your days are nice, if they rest in the calm lake of contentment. I imagine you are as stable , still , as the … Read moreletters i’ll never send
I want to invade your thoughts as you have invaded mine; I want to fill you full of me until i am you and you are me. I want to pervade your vision, your hearing tuned to my voice: commandments to dance commandments to expose commandments to slip into a white funeral shroud for a … Read moreAre You Sleeping?
I’ve nothing to ask, nothing to say: I fall in love everyday And nothing is true, nothing is real, there is no new love to feel But where can I find the dreams of your mind? The ones you hide from brutes and beasts who look like me… those dreams of who you wanted to … Read morePardon Me,
You had fallen from the sky, a drop of water, nothing more. and still it filled my cup: an ocean upon a shore. You were clouds above my head, lightning dripping to the floor, spread out inside your kiss, I only wanted one kiss more. how have I so been fooled, my own heart is … Read moregood byes