Better Off

you're right again -
you're definitely better off.

Unless you want love.

I wouldn't recommend it:
lots of ruination there.
Without love,
you don't need to apologize,
and you know Why.
But I'm still in love,
living with it
like a rabid dog on a chain
in the corner of my bedroom
(church).
I don't recommend it;
scariest fucking thing on earth.
I hope it fucking kills me soon
because this kind of fear -
it ain't no way to live.