jgtaylor

One wonders, “Do they all look like this naked?” then they all get naked and they do look like this. She sends me messages, “Pls call me im horny” She wants me to be her pimp because she trusts me, she says. I told her she ought to get paid for fuckin’, if nothing else. … Read moredoes it always feel like this?

I drove in to get drunk, get high, and maybe get laid. I was never so ugly that I couldn’t get laid, except for the inside… that got pretty ugly sometimes. sometimes the pills and the vomit, drops from the doctor to keep the demons at bay, the mixed bag of sausages and stale bread, … Read moreWhen working for Carnivals

i lost today; all things, gone. awoke to the sun’s goodbye. awoke to evening’s disenfranchisement. lost my clubhouse a while ago, a victim of fear. lost dreams, loves, voices… [i only took the drugs to be more … acceptable] time gone and gone again and times… oh the times. i won’t see anyone tonight. (but … Read morelost today

I digress with these dreams of home, instead of marching through the bowels of hell determined to reach the other side, conquered and acquired in a satchel of experiences…. were i stronger, able to refuse the dreams – Oh the drunken tales I could tell. But I am not and so I only have tales … Read moredamn the torpedoes