its a confusion inside my head, no reason anyone should live this way. it's a confusion in my brain, got the sickness of 10,000 rains. it's a fog that folds me inside, it's a rusty knife - there's a bad face on the wall, can't see so well, i just fall. ain't no winners, ain't no losing - ain't no song for when i'm down. can't shake the dream from a thousand nights ago, where i'm stuck in stairwells with the wind a howl. ain't no way to live, ain't no way to die - been stuck in this empty space between the earth and the sky. she got dreams she got hopes, i got myself roped like a dope - against the wall, 1 million guns, i load em and have some fun. creation done died, its given over to the dead, can't get their screams out of my head. we drop bombs, and it don't matter, it tears me up inside cause it does matter. it matters to me what i'm doin... and i can't get out, i keep on fuckin' people over. woke up and killed 10 babies went to sleep on 40 mothers, they're all just numbers, they're all just numbers. But i'm cryin' cause i can't have what i want... i'm cryin' cause i can't have what i want i'm crying cause the world died, seems like it was just before I came.
screaming at low volumes
