feel like a glass of wine?

life saver, save a life -
do your damn job.
are you deaf to my pleas?
obviously not,
because you are here.
challenge my heart;
is that your spiel?
fair enough, after my ...
soiled indiscretions,
i suppose it's understandable -
though not to me: not now.
You see, that was a life line
I was calling out for,
and while I appreciate all
that you have been able to do,
I am still drowning -
just slower than before.